Hey Freak...
I'm supposed to be in sch rite now,
preparing for my OP..
but
FREAK
I felt stupid suddenly,
Whenever i start lookin through my old posts,
I rmb the fun things that i used to have,
the best pals whom i tot i'll rely on FOREVER...
the best times we hangout,
the things that i had experience,
no matter shameful, angry, sad...
freak
I went to look through my old pics too,
how i wish some of them happens again..
now,
with my life so packed,
i feel so depress,
my best pals didnt really have time to meet,
most of them are in poly,
so yeah,
when i have time, they dun,
and when they have, i dun :(
this is really so uncool...

URGE,
everytime i reloook at those,
i gt this irritating feeling
which i cant describe...
im such a freako...
Im sad, im depress, im not ok..
my new friends are not as close as my old friends,
however, my old friends are not as close as my new friends too..
freak
i dunnoe how to explain,
jus tat,
now, i dun even noe wad to do when we have meet-ups,
i couldnt rmb how it was like to meet up when i was in sec n pri..
it seems that we had a lot of things we can do..

this goes the same as my bro,
last time,
we used to be very close,
now?
its not as close..
i rmb when we were young,
we loves to collect small figures,
like pokemon,digimon, and hamtaro...
LOL
and we used boxes, tissues, some toy furniture...
LOL
and we built our own kingdom..
really,
My mum had some pics of it,
i can show it to u..
and it was fun and beautiful..
but i dunnoe when,
when i start to feel tat my bro is irritating..
and we distanced...
i feel guilty,
it was me who neglected him 1st...
previously,
we would also play com games tgt..
like bomberman, shooting games,
it was always 2 players TAG..
and we cooperated well..
but now,
with each of us our own com,
we do things on our own..

I need some air,
I cant stand alone in the house le..
i wanna go out,
for a movie? coffee?
anything also can la...
Its so long le...

stitch said at 9:49 AM